it that true?? love is so beautiful?? love is fun?? love is fantastic? well to be honest im never fall in love.. unlucky? maybe not.. timing.. it not the ryte time yet.. ^^
seeing my friends fall in love.. wow such a wonderful thing to happen.. like miracle? maybe.. ^^
but for some reason i feel unfortunate to fall.. why? bcause it look hard and painful.. it that true too? hee.. aing nan molla!
to love someone.. to be loved by someone.. is that people called love? what about one sideded? only one person that feel it.. is that not love? aing nan molla!
if i love him.. should i just shout it aloud? so that he understand and know.. should i? or just keep quiet and pretend like nothing happen.. eventhough my heart gonna pop out.. aing nan molla!
if he deosnt love me.. should i followed him.. always? and let he know my sincerity.. is that okayh in our world now? or it is like a stalker? or if he love me.. what should i do? jual mahal? or said to him proudly what i feel too? aing nan molla!
if i dont love him.. but he love me so damn much.. what should i react?? should i happy.. or pretend to be innocent in front of him.. well maybe it my first time for being loved by someone.. so should i just said i dont love u.. miyannae? aing nan molla!
if we do love each other.. but his or my parents dont like it.. should we just break? and let time decide it? it that easy? if not why should i do that? bcause my parent or his parent? is that worth it? aing nan molla!
to fall in love and being loved is not that easy saying i love you.. people would said that.. if u love somebody what pop out first thing first in ur mind is telling him or her.. is that ryte? or maybe u will asked urself.. why i loved him? yaa is there no other choice? why? she not pretty.. he doesnt has money to eat either.. love.. is that blind? aing nan molla!
for me.. is not that loved is blind.. it u.. why u dont take care ur heart carefully? so that it not gonna fall for him.. so that u not going to hurt also.. have u ever think about it? aing nan molla!
fall for me? and watch how suffering am i bcause of u.. have u ever heard this? never? let me tell ya.. i have said those words before.. for what? protecting my heart.. am i that cruel?? yess am i.. ^^
love need time to let it grow and strong.. so when probs come it will become as strong as.. what huh?? concrete maybe? hee.. molla.. i dont know why.. i think love is not that easy.. once u said u love.. it not that u gonna be happily ever after with ur partner.. life is not that easy too pals.. hee ^^
yaa!! why u acting stupid? what can i do? it love babe.. that what my girlfriend keep saying.. wow love will make u stupid too? like oppa!!(like u are 7teen while u are not?) aing nan molla..
siusly i dont know what is love.. dont know when im gonna to fall in love.. how im going to fall.. what im sure all of these going to happen.. it juz not now.. ^^
why? bcause im not ready yet.. not ready to look fool and childish for someone i love.. for someone to call oppa! ^^ bcause im not ready to let a thief stole my heart.. and admit that i love him.. im not ready to be jealous and hurt by small matter.. im not ready to let my mind full with thought about him only.. my mind to small to think about him.. ^^ im not ready to spend all my time hanging around with him only..
see?? am i ready?? aing nan molla! ^^