friendship~

frienship needs a lot of gives and takes..
that what i relise now..
if u the only one gives
and he / she only one takes, feeling nothing..
there is something wrong with that friendship..
either u too kind or he / she heartless..

u give up everything to make he / she happy?
u give up ur heart feeling so that the friendship last long?
u give up telling ur feeling so that he / she can smile more?

it wonderfull..
but only for a few years..
and suddenly u burst!
everything gone..
believes me.. ^^

and my friends it okay u hurt me..
but i am sorry if i cant forget what u did.. ^^

p/s; please appreciate more what u have.. i am afraid when u relise u lose it.. u are alone.. act this post is for me.. who doesnt know how to appreciate.. tehee..

i am?

'i am an ordinary girl'
that what people always said
and i was one of them

i am an ordinary girl
which full with imagination
which always feel insecure for small thing
which love my family more than anything
which love to talk about korean
which easily 'perasantan'

i admit all of that
and maybe many more

i had a lot of weakness
such as i am not a good talker
i am not good in concertrating
i am not a good lover in many ways

but beside this weaknesses
i have something that .....
for instance?
i am a sweet talker
i am a good listener

p/s; that what i though for this few months.. ^*