big girl

siapa aku? ^--------------^

my full name is NURBAITI BT HARON.. tapi bebudak aku biasa panggil aku baity or bety.. act aku agak x suka orang panggil aku bety.. bcause x sedap larr.. my parents give me such a beautiful name-baiti.. so kawan kawan saya sila panggil saya baiti ye.. ^^

i'm going to be 20 y.o. this year.. old enough to survive in this sophisticated world?? i dont think so.. heee.. i still need my mak and ayah.. mak ayah akak sayang sangat sangat mak dengan ayah!! ^^ i'm a bit excited to be a big girl now.. and a bit worry.. am i strong enough to face probs?? am i mature enough to solve probs?? yeah alot of thinking.. i hate thinking.. know why?? penat larr.. ^^

i do love doing selca face -..-"

i do love doing that ugly face 0-0

already watch those picture?? yeah thats me.. ugly enough to make u all annoyed?? thanx.. yeah i am not mature enough to face world.. so just let me face the world with my unmature and my own way!! can honey?? cant?why?please~...... heee.. i do have my own way.. my ayah cakap saya ni masih x tahu apa itu tanggungjawab.. masih x tahu nak berfikir dengan rational.. masih x tahu nak menghargai sesuatu.. well nak x nak i need to agree with my ayah.. siusly saya memang ada ciri ciri yang disebut tadi.. what can i do?? i do hate responsibility,, thinking and rationality.. those thing make me stress and tired.. and appreciate things?? people please do not give me any present!! siusly u all akan kecewa.. saya dengan ini mengaku saya memang x reti jaga barang.. surry.. ^^ ling barang yang awak bagi saya pun saya x engat letak kat mana.. jangan mara ye.. nanti kena jual.. ^^^^

tapi sampai bila saya nak elak kan?? x kan la semua bende nak orang yang uruskan.. x kan la x nak belaja berdikari?? x kan la kan~?? saya penah pikir pasal ni.. ade jugak yang saya pikirkan?? heee.. so thats why Allah gives me this way..

nursing.. siusly im never want to be a nurse or doc.. it is a heavy responsibility.. thats why i dont want.. ^^ but,, who know?? i got tawaran from uia to further my study in nursing.. yeah im going to be a nurse.. i hope so.. ^^ ape kena mengena dengan Allah gives me this way?? nurse kan besar tanggungjawab die.. so Allah nak saya belaja semua benda yang saya nak elak tu dengan course nursing.. mula mula tu saya memang x terpikir pun.. cume rase ala ape ni.. bosannya!! da la main dengan nyawa orang.. besar betul kerja ni.. hee.. but Allah opens my heart.. to accept and just give it a try.. and now i do love nursing.. not as much as i love u.. but i do love nursing.. ^--------------^

thanx to Allah for this gift!! i am in the process of learning to appreciate this gift.. ^^ and thanx to my ayah and my mak for always supporting me.. ^^ i love ya!!!

world wait me!
i will be exploring it soon !!!
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