for this entry no name

bcoz i dont want
to mention ur name
and
i hate to mention it

bcoz when i mention ur name
i'm goin to feel something
deep inside my heart
and
i hate to feel that

yezz,, i hate to know
how much i miss
ur smile
ur laugh
ur jokes
ur touch
ur sweet talk
ur harsh word

i read ur blog
everytime i hav time
every word
telling bout me
i cannot read it more
i want u to read this time

i juz miss u so much
i know
u fulfil ur promiz
but,, i think it hurt me a lot
and
make me the happiest gurl
in this world

last nyte,,
i know we dont talk much
it gonna b
the memorable chat
we ever had
thnx for calling me
thanx to techno too
skype
^_^

i will avoid to mention bout u
in my blog
i will mention bout other boy
as we had deal
i'm not goin to wait u
i'm not goin to remember u
that our promiz
let time dcide it
see u next 5 years

forever